slinkyx2009 says:
Just thought i would add to the mix by putting my thoughts and experiences into the mixing pot that seems to be defined by the word cuckold.
I have been with my wife for over 15 years and we have had an interesting life and there have been different things to entertain us at different times. But as a man I have always been driven by my dick. Ah the limits of being male. But I am a man so I love my dick and what it tells my brain and for many years it has told me I want to see my wife fucked by another man. The thoughts and fantasies surrounding the idea of her unable to contain her pleasure as another mans rock hard cock enters her wet throbbing pussy has long filled me with such excitement that I could almost shoot my load in my pants without a single grip on my cock. So time spent on the internet over the years led me to sharing my desires and showing pictures of my wife to other men with like minded fantasies or the desire to screw another mans wife. At this stage it didn't have a name for me but it was a clear and recurring desire, a need even. It felt so strong that I knew one day it would have to become reality.
Now I'm a pretty competitive guy. If you met me you would think normal well adjusted with a slightly wicked sense of humour. I like an audience and I have a job that involves organising large groups of men (and the odd woman). I have responsibility and am largely in a position of control and that's the way I like it. I pass this on to you so you can get a measure of who I am.
This said I return to the fact that I love and am driven by the desire to see the woman I love fucked by another man. A fantasy that became reality when I was online, yet again, chatting with a guy I had chatted with many times before. He was a guy who wanted to fuck my wife Lisa. He wanted to fuck her really badly. So much he would do anything. You can imagine my cock would get so hard it hurt. He wanted so much he would ask for her details everytime we chatted. He understood my desire, perhaps better than I did and he worked me slowly but definitely over a period of time. Teasing me with the excitement of me sharing her personal deatils with him. Her full name, where she worked, where she lived and finally her phone number. Over time he would get me to share details after chating for a while. In a state of uncontrollable excitement I would share more and more until one night I shared her mobile number as I shot my load so hard it was unbelievable. The next time we came online he said I have all her details now, I was yet again so turned on, and he said I have her phone number and I'm calling it now he turned on his mic and made me listen in as her called my Lisa and said "hi lisa just to say I'm going to be late and don't cook for me' she answer 'who is that?' puzzled by the voice and confused that he used her name ...... he replied ' your not my wife are you' in a confident and amused way ' she said 'no' and he replied 'I'm so sorry I have the wrong number your not Lisa are you?' she replied she was Lisa but not his Lisa'. This was genius this man was a pro and my dick was almost bursting out of my pants. He then proceeded to flatter her and apologise at the same time. He then hung up and aske me what I thought.... I said I was on the verge of shooting my load. He told me that was it now he would be fucking her and there was notheing I could do about it. My heart was racing, a mixture of excitement and fear. A hard cock and a racing heart!
Time passed and they texted and slowly the texts got more and more sexual but no meeting. Lisa said nothing specific but hinted to me she was texting some guy at work and it was getting perhaps a little horny.
I would get regular updates from the guy online and would get off everytime but was thinking perhaps they were not going to meet after all. Perhaps even though I had told Lisa many times I wanted her to she would not be able to do it. Then one day driving home from work I got a text from the guy saying ca I call you. He never asked to call but i thought ok so texted him yes. He called me and said ' Ben I have fucked your wife' ........ I was kinda shocked and excited. I said your going to fuck her? He said 'no I have fucked her and she is a dirty slut and rode my fucking hard fat cock like a little whore' ...... I was in a sate of rock hard cock and disbelief I asked him if he was winding me up. He seemed a bit put out and said ' Ben you wanted me to fuck your wife, make her cheat on you and I have. She has cheated on you and I have been in your flat today and shot my load in your wifes cunt in your bed. And she loved it'. For some reason I was not totally sure I said decribe our home...... He said' it's a very nice flat but you need to finish the bathroom a couple of holes need filling in the ceiling' ....... he was right he was telling the truth, he had been there and he fucked my wife. She had finally cheated on me and had another guy fill her cunt with his seed. This was the begging of our journey into cuckold. It was then to be repeated again and again and in various different ways.
My particular journey with my wife has taken me to the point where i understand my thrill to be the idea she is cheating on me. That she is unable to control herself and needs more cock than just mine. The idea that she really likes the guy, he being her type and she becoes unable to control her desire to have him inside her. That knowing she is crossing taboos and cheating on her husband gives the sex with her lover an intensity that nothing else will. The more she wants him the more it turns me on. I want her to see him as often as possible. I would love her to spend the night with him and even a weekend away. My cuckold id one of powerless to control her desire to have another man . Powerless in the face of being made to watch it, hear it. Forced to see her fucked and telling him she loves his cock. seeing her out of control falling for her lover and his hard cock...........
On the other hand I do not get a kick from verbal of physical humiliation. My cock Is not small or useless and I love to fuck her dripping cunt and feel another mans cunt inside her. I love to participate and get involved, guding her lovers cock into her pussy and tasting her juices on his cock. I would love to have him shoot his load as I lick her cunt and have him shoot into my mouth.......and so much more. I love the thrill of cuckold and I love to fuck........
Does this make sense to anyone else......do you identify with my cuckold desires?